i haven’t talked to josh on the phone since wednesday night and that hardly even counts because i was jsut like crying the whole time and i havent video skyped him since monday night and i’ve only texted him in the past 48 hours since he’s been busy (and not even that much texting since neither of us are very good texters) and wow i dont want to seem needy but holy shit i miss him so much right now i jsut want to crawl in a hole and die i really hope he comes home soon and we can talk tonight i dont think i can go another whole day without actually speaking to him and not just messaging on skype
aah this sounds really annoying probably im sorry
